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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

I am back!
Hello my beloved blog! It has been so so long since i am here. 3 years plus i guess and here I am sitting infront of my laptop typing nonsense. Thanks to my beloved one, I am forced to write something here so that she can actually read it. Oh well, it's about time for me to brush up my writing skills so well why not.

Time really flies. The days when I am typing those stupid stuff is over! Gone were the childish days of mine and gosh, I am turning 22 this year! Numbers are definitely chasing on me(I really hate MATH!), and I am growing really old both physically and mentally(maybe not.). To come to think of it, blogging is the best way for me to remember my day to day stuff.

I should just start off from today. Went to RELC with Alvin to hand in his examination forms. I wasn't able to do so as my dad wanted to go down to pay himself(GOD KNOWS WHY. Maybe he doesn't trust his beloved son. LOL). Went to BK at Wheelock Place for mugging session! I am definitely retarding as half of the stuff i read through just couldn't get into my head. Spent most of my time dreaming and well, definitely did not make good use of time. Went to play LEFT 4 DEAD after studying and man I am really crazy about this game! Shooting zombies, smashing them up, damn that is definitely a good way to relieve stress!

Not gonna write anymore cause I am really sleepy now. Hopefully I am discipline enough to write again tmr. Ciaoz.

11:47 PM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Job Interview
Finally got shortlisted for a blardy job after so long..Have to go back on Friday for confirmation.. Hopefully just hopefully I can finally get a damn job..Few more days and it will be 2006..Oh my.. Can't wait for the new year cause it means chinese new year will come soon.. And more and more and more hongbaos! Hohohohoho.. Late merry christmas to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And in addition.. Mrs Cindy Yeo applied for the same job coincidentally.. Oh my.. That's fate.. Heex.......

10:21 PM

Friday, December 16, 2005

Happily Ever After!
It's OFFICIAL! She is my galfren! Yeah! Finally! Woohoooo! I ain't single anymore! I am doubled! Together forever happily ever after! Millions of kisses to ya my dear!

12:13 AM

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Bored!
man it has been days since I last blogged..I admit I am really lazy and crappy..But! Who cares! Life really is kinda boring after A's...It seems as though I have no aim in life now..Wanting so much to find a job ut yet it is so difficult to find one(Thanks to all the old and pervertic old man out there who seems to prefer employing female workers!You all should know why huh) Really want to earn some extra cash to spend on lotsa stuff.. Like lemme think.. Hmm... Too many on my mind now till I don't knoe how to start!Lolx..And I am freaking bored.. Even though I almost hang out everyday.. I still feel so freaky sian.. Cause life is kinda routine.. Playing soccer... Playing pool.. Watching soccer.. Basically these are all my damn programmes only.. Oh man I need lotsa suggestion on other activities that I can actually freaky do! Going on a trip with my secondary school buddies real soon.. But ain't confirm yet.. Still finding the cheapest deal out there for me to travel! I am cheapo cause I ain't rich! Lolx.. Gonna buy lotsa lotsa stuff! Cause I love shopping!( But I ain't gay alrighty?)....... Hopefully I can cultivate a money tree so that I will have lotsa money to spend without worries! ( Ok I am dreaming now..) Hahaha... Gotta have my dinner soon... So peeps out there take care and I will try my best to update real soon again! :)

8:16 PM

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Ever since secondary school..I have been lousy in relationship and stuff like that.. Got dumped twice during that period..And I always think that I am the only person suffering from it.. But I guess I was wrong.. It takes both hands to clap.. So yeah.. Maybe I am in the fault too.. And maybe.. Alot of fault in me.. Guess I know why I still can't get a gal... Cause God knows I don't deserve any.. Cause I ain't Mr Nice.. There are just too many flaws in me that I can't seem to list them out one by one.. I aint' gud in love matters.. I ain't good in handling gal's feelings.. I just ain't gud enuff..

Peeps out there.. Sorry alrighty.. You guys may always think that I am a gud guy.. But actually I ain't.. I am just horrible.. That is why I still can't get the gal I wan.. Hahahahaha.. I am dead serious.. It is only myself to blame for this kinda thing to happen.. Ever wonder why is it so right? I have answered all your doubts.. Cause is all myself to blame! Lolx.. Chill.. I ain't mad.. So don't worry(Haha..talking to my ownself..Lolx)..I have always tell myself that I will change and change for the better.. But I don't seem to have taken any step ahead in doing so.. I am just a big fat liar to my ownself.. I have gotta wake up......

I really want to change for the better.. I know my character sucks too.. Lots of people hate me I suppose.. But yeah.. Bad meaniez like me deserve it.. Who knows one day God will punish me?( Maybe I will get run down by a car soon?) I really hope that I get punished ya.. For the damn shit I have done.. Or maybe not done.. I just ain't the damn guy that can provide a gal with happiness.. No one will be xinfu with me.. I don't assure any damn soul any sense of security.. I just suck.. Oh my.. Me and my crap.. That's me i suppose.. A piece of crap.. Nobody have ever taken me serious and always thinks that I am just a joke.. Nothing is nice on me.. I should just wear shit.. I am pathetic.. Whatever the case.. I am just the pathetic shit that deserve to burn in hell.. Yeah..

I may seem to be that damn cheerful and stupid guy all the thing.. But yeah.. Is just a batch of lies.. I am just trying to put on a brave freaking front.. I ain't as cheerful as I seem to be.. Nobody knows how I feel in the inside( And basically I know I don't deserve anyone's care.. Cause I suck).. And yeah.. I know my english suck too..... That's just me.. A nobody who thinks that he is so great all the time.. I think I should cut out all this crap and be my real pathetic self.. I always feel like an outcast.. It seems that I don't belong anyway.. I always ask myself whether I make a difference anot.. And I think I do not.. I do not contribute in anywhere.. Cause I suck! Bear with me alright(If there is anyone else actually reading this other than myself).. Just wanna vent out my frustration.. All of them.. Haiz.. Sorry for this boring and aimless entry.. This is just me........................

1:08 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

I AM BACK!
One month plus of absence and I am finally back here again! Been away for so so long because of A's... Glad is over and am proud that I am one of the first few to finish the A's on 17th November 2005! Hahaha.. Time really flies.. Here I am now slacking without an aim to work for.. Oh man.. Life seems to be so boring now.. But yeah.. Tonnes of fun are waiting ahead of me! Shall try my best to update everyday if I can! So peeps if you guys are reading...... Till next time! Lolx!

11:18 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Graduation!
Woohooo... Tmr is sorta the last day of school! Graduation Day! Oh man.. Two years are passing by so quickly I just wished that I was still in J1 where I can slack where I want to!( Who doesn't huh?).. Kinda thinking that I will miss school life.. Like my Dad who is constantly reminding me that this will be the damn last lap that decides my future.. That decides whether I will have a smoother path in life in the future or not.. I admit that a good result for A's is essential.. But the fact of the matter is that my Dad nags too much about it! Lolx.. I can't stand it! But well.. He is just looking out for me.. Hoping for the best for me by cursing that I will definitely not make it at the end( There's how he always motivate me and my elder sister.. Kinda weird huh?) But well.. time and time again me and my sis will come out some stuns in the exams and get better results then what he expects all the time.. Hahaha.. Hopefully this time round it will turn out the same again.

I gotta say that I should be happy! I am plain dumb but I actually can go up the stage to collect prizes.. Oh my gosh.. I don't believe it! A E O F student going up the stage to receive an award? That's kinda ironic huh? Awards are mostly for smart students and not for people like me.. But well.. I am proud! Even though is not my own effort alone.. But still.. I got the prize.. But well.. Whatever the case.. I will be looking forward to going up the stage for maybe the last time in my SR life..Sob sob.. Hahahahaha.. SR truly gave me alot of memories.. And hopefully.. The rest of my journey left will give me good memories as well.. Good luck all peeps!

11:56 PM