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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I am running outta brain juice!
My p-brain is seriously dead.. I give up on econs tmr.. Econs totally sucks whereas I love money so much( Initally i thought having good knowledge on Economics will earn me good money, BUT I WAS FREAKY WRONG! IT JUST DETEORIATE MY BRAIN CELLS!) Ok... I ain't clever at all so maybe is I am stupid that's why I can't understand Econs( What's the link?) Here I am crapping again.. My whole life is crap now.. To think of it.. One months plus later and I will be free from studies( At least for two years cause of army).. But well.... I ain't aiming high.... I will keep my expectations low.. I JUST WANNA GET INTO A LOCAL UNI! Damn you are right... I am pressing the panic button now.. Cause I know time is running short and I have to use my precious time wisely to study! But I still don't have the inspiration to study!

Tmr will be the last paper of my prelims.... Hopefully i can manage to pass it... I have got a aim.. I am hoping for a B for Geography, D for Econs and maybe an AO for Mathematics... And ya.... I wish to get a B4 for General Paper.... B,D,O....it sounds like crap.. But well....That's my expectation and i really hope that will come true... Please let it come through please!At least like I say before... Meeting my expectation will mean less that I am a p-brainy.. Got to get back to my last few lecture notes on marco-economics( People don't think I am studying.. I am just merely flipping through without gaining anything from it) Alritey... Peepz! Enjoy your last paper tmr!( Maybe I am talking to thin air cause I seriously doubt anyone will visit this blog often) Till then..........................................................................

11:10 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

Regrets~
Regrets! Today was Geography Paper 2.. Human Geography.. I was kinda disappointed again......I couldn't finish the damn paper.. Maybe people may just say that I am arrogant.. But I really felt that today's paper is super easy.. Like for example the data response which is worth 50 marks.. I have confidence in getting about 40 marks for this section.. Cause i really feel that the questions were rather easy.. And i understand every single shit.. But the bad thing is again.. I couldn't finish.. But I really hope to get at least a B for this paper.. At least it gives me motivation to tell myself that I ain't hopeless and ain't a stupid jinx in this blardy world.. Yes I am cursing all over.. Cause I hate my life.. I hate being so unlucky where nothing goes in my way.. I simply hate it. How i wish a car can just bang me outta no where.. Or maybe a stupid flower pot can hit my damn head and I will just die like that.. How i wish! But well.. As I say nothing goes in my way.. Maybe i should start hoping that I can live longer.. So I will die younger( Then again I will not die cause my main motive is to die) Ok whatever crap I am typing.. My stupid friend John got me a Momo party ticket for this thurday.. Which means that I will have to go clubbing.. And I will have lotsa damn problems that will cause me to go bonkers happening again.. Sigh...... Off.................................................................................................

8:34 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Disappointed
I am really disappointed in myself... Like angela.. I told myself to start revision on human geography on Saturday.. But due to some unforseen circumstances.. I couldn't study much at all.. Sigh... I am really really disappointed man.. But well.. I am just too slack.. And i am definitely getting worried about A's.. Most people said that Maths paper 2 was very hard.. But i have my regrets.. Knowing i was kinda better in Stats.. I should have studied more on it.. Looking at the questions.. I know it's all d0-able.. It is so A level style and Lecture book examples like.. But i just forgot all the formulae-s..... Blame it on my lack of practise or whatsoever.. It's over and done alreadi... And i can predict a F for it.. But well.. I still have hope to pass my Geography and Econs.. So i think i better start mugging liao..Gonna start at 3pm.. And yes.. I AM DETERMINED!

2:24 PM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

DOOMS' DAY!
Econs Paper 3 was horrible today.... Lolx.. First of all.. I don't really understand the question and needless to say.. The question requirement.. I stone for like 10mins before even starting to think of what to write( This explains why I didnt complete the damn paper).... I didn't complete the last question i attempted..But well.. I don't care cause i don't really know how to answer that question anyway.. Lolx.. Anyway... Tmr is maths paper two! Oh my gosh.. I am doomed! I am dead everyday( I don't know how many coffins i need man) Hahahaha... Crap.. I think i should just read through the whole damn book for one last time before turning in to bed again( I slept for so long during the afternoon!) Wasted so much time loh....Lolx... Anyway.... Maths rox! (Ok I know i am getting a bit yanky....But well... Who isn't during exam period!) Till then.............................................................

9:30 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

I am DEAD!
I am dead.... I am dead... I am dead... I am really gonna fail badly for econs tmr! What the heck! I hate macro-economics! Basically.. I have decided to give up on it... I am just gonna focus lots on micro and pick international trade, inflation, national income to study... What the heck.. I don't understand anything until now! Hahahaha... Can everyone tag on my tagboard to assure me that I ain't the only one who is so worried and have given up on it! Thanks alot!

CAUSE I AM GOING PARANOID OVER THIS MATTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7:35 PM

Something bad is in my mind now.. Thanks alot.. I can't study now... And I am gonna fail my prelims badly..............

1:36 AM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

MaThS "RoCkS"!
Guess i need not say anything about maths cause basically it "rocks"........I think i will get at most 30marks? That includes all the careless mistakes that i might have made during the exam.. Whatever it is.. The onli relieve thing that i hear is that everybody around me says that the paper is a killer as well... At least there are others to "die" with me.. So it's ok.... Lolx..... There is no paper tmr... Who won't feel great about that right? I have a break and obviously.....I needa study! I think i am gonna start mugging at around 1am? Cause i think i will be staying up late to watch champions' league.. Lolx... I am indeed a slacker!

11:04 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

GeOgRaPhY sUcKs!
Just woke up from my afternoon nap...... Slept for really long i supposed... Wasted lotsa time but yet.. That's me.. What to do right.. Slacker! Today is the official starting of the prelims( If we don't count General Paper).. Oh boy i did badly i think... I had so much confidence going into the examination room( Is basically just a cheapo SRJC classroom).. But when i read through the paper.. I knew i was dead.. The questions were so outta the world.. I studied so hard just to get such f*cked up questions?! I mean what the heck.. The data response was shit i tell you.. It is just so hard to get details and information from the diagrams or figures cause they are basically just crap! And yeah.. Spent lotsa time slacking through the paper and in the end.. I couldn't finish the paper( The last question got part a and b... I rushed through a with my general knowledge and part b i wrote like GP like that and is not finished) But i am still hoping that I can get a C outta this paper.. Hopefully... Kinda confident that I can pass the paper but I am a blardy jinx.. Cause whatever i want will not come through.. Lolx.. So I just hope for the best can le lah............ I am gonna start my maths revision at 5 and it will last through the night i suppose if I don't slack.................................

I am starting to love blogging lots.. At least after blogging.. I feel so much better( Thanks to Mrs Goon for setting such a crappy and shitty physical geography paper).... I am starting to love maths.. Just don't know why.... Maybe is because it is the subject where i write the least( At least don't hafta write sentences after sentences... It hurts my hand)........Gonna try my best for the paper tmr.... Cause I wanna do well for my paper.. And especially maths.. I don't wanna disappoint my Dad.. Hopefully tmr's paper i will be do-able............

And my back hurts like hell.. I think is because days ago i knocked my back onto the door knob of Ivan's room.. Man it hurts now.. The feeling just sucks.. I can't stand straight now.. Sickening... Oopx.. 10 more mins to 5.. Gonna stop here.. Till then....... MUG HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!

4:50 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I SoLeMnLy SwEaR tHaT i Am DeAd FoR pReLiMs!
Here i am still blogging away.. Lolx.. Wat the heck am i doing? I haven't even complete my revision yet( Does going through everything once count?) And i am certainly way off the study schedule i had planned for myself.. What the heck.. I am really dead.. Now i am still thinking about what time i should start my revision for geography.. I mean what the heck... Who will be like me! I am really dead.. I love emphasis.. So i am gonna emphasise on the word DEAD! Really gonna do badly for my prelims.. And most likely for the A's too.. I just still can't get down to serious business and rest my butt on the chair to study.. I really need someone badly to tie me down on the chair or whatever and stop whatever stuff that distracts me from appearing.. I should be kept in an isolation room perhaps.. Where i will know nuts about anything.. I think i need a slap on the face so that i can face the reality.. A's is like 2months away onli! Ok.. I am getting goosebumps by saying that already.. Till next time.. JIAYOU AND ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE WHO IS HAVING A PAPER TML! YOU GUYS CAN DO IT! (Hopefully i can too..Sigh)

4:14 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

mY bOrIng LiFe!
Back to blogging after so many days! Guess this is the earliest day i returned home.. Reason..Out for studying plus play! Lolx..Kinda hard for me to recall every single detail due to my short memory blockhead.. But well.. I will try..

Tuesday: Went to Han's at chinatown just to have lunch plus study.. But guess what! I didn't even read through anything thanks to someone( You should know who you are if you are reading this!Lolx. And please don't be angry if you see this k?) And guess what.. In the night i went back to the same place to study again with my secondary school clique.. Oh my gosh! I am glad that i left the place early in the afternoon if not i will be DEAD! After studies i think we went to.....erm....my memory is really failing me! Lolx.... I only remembered going to Geylang to have supper( I suppose this is the hangout place for my whole clique for supper!)

Wednesday:Woke up late and didn't study at all! But anyway i had a soccer match in St Wilfred.. We won 3-2 and the funny part is...... The referee looks so cute! He is a malay with a big belly! Lolx.. I can't believe that he was the referee man.. I mean.. Hello....I don't think he can run too! Lolx.. I am sleepy now and my language is horribly digusting realli.. Lolx.. Went to study at Ivan't house after that..Nonono.. Went to Zion Road to eat first.. Then go Ivan house( My memory really is failing me!) And as usual.. After studies......Is GEYLANG again! Today we make a special effect to walk the extra mile.. We went to the...You all should know.. Lolx.. And guess what.. Is as though Sir Stamford Raffles is back alife again! Different races have different lorong(streets allocated) Got China, Malay, Thais, Phillippines and our favourite..... TRANS! And I think i am really "lucky"......Lotsa errr....You all should know came to approach me and ask me want or not then they will say "Yao qu ma?" Lolx...I heard this phrase dunnoe how many times! Oh my gosh.. Some even grab my arms.. Hahahahaha.. I don't want! Lolx.. Just went there to explore only( Please don't get the wrong idea.. Exploring is definitely different from having the desire to have sex..)Conclusion of the night.. The standard is definitely not very good.. Lolx...........................................

Today: As usual went to study... But tonight was especially quiet cause only Ivan,Se Wei and me studying! Lost my appetite for dinner and i have to say is due to that damn blardy big piece of chicken cutlet from Cafe Cartel! It is nearly half the size of the whole plate and though i have no troubles finishing it.......It left my stomach bloated for hours! But it was really nice though..... And i really really love dogs alot! Lolx.. I can stay in the pet shop the whole day just to look at the dogs! They are so so cute!( I admit i sound sissy here but hey.. Everybody have their liking ok?) I love dogs alot but i can't have one cause i already have a rabbit.. My rabbit is 8 years old and still so strong!( This proves that i love my pets alot!) My rabbit is really cute too! Got a blur blur face.. I love it lots!

My eyes are really closing now... Guess i shall blog tml if i have the time.. Study hard you peeps out there! Lolx.. Till then................................................................

11:57 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

I am An AnGeL!
Well..today i woke up at 8plus thanks to Ms Woon.. Hafta help her carry her art work to school.. I was tired cause i didn't sleep as much(I basically need 12hrs of sleep everyday..so yeah)..I went out without my contacts..Haha..And without my spectacles too! Lolx.. I was practically blind trying to walk around but i have animal instinct so i won't die(Ok.. I am crapping cause I am kinda tired).........

Back to the heading of my topic today.. I am an angel! You know why? Cause i started studying le! I am so proud of myself! I consider this as an achievement ok?( Lolx..even though others started studied so long ago..But well..I am still very proud!) Went to han's in chinatown to study.. The environment there was considered condusive.. Cause it's kinda quiet and i love it! Lolx.. And to shock you all more.. I STUDIED FROM 3PLUS TO NEARLY 9! Lolx.. Ain't i just pro..Lolx.. I know is very little but well for me is kinda alot already.. Haha.. Read through marcoeconomics and well..I still don't understand a shit.. I shall read through again before the exam and plus pray hard hard to pass and at least get a question i know.................................

Gonna continue studying today..Touching up abit on econs and proceeding to maths le.. Must study harder alreadi! Jiayou jiayou jiayou for myself! Lolx.. (I am still proud of myself for studying!) I gonna mug more today now! Hohohohoho.................................................

P.S Angela start studying too k? Hahahaha

11:45 AM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

sTrEsS sTrEsS n MoRe STRESS!
Sorry for not blogging these few days.. Was basically too lazy to update le.. Lolx.. Kinda busy these two days.. Don't get the wrong idea.. I ain't busy with my studies.. But PLAY! I think i should just die.. Cause i don't even wanna study at all until now.. But i am determined to study tmr! I am seriously! Hahaha.. Hopefully huh? That is why I am feeling so stressed up now! Bet everybody around me is busy mugging except me..Oopx.. Can someone pass me some good and excellent genes so that i can study well! I need to study! Arrrgh.............

Back to the topic i really wanna talk about.. Project superstar... As we know.. Mr blind man is our superstar.. Well..I am not being sarcastic or what here.. But we have to face the reality.. Can society really accept him on a long term basis? I doubt so.. How far can he actually go? He did not win based on merit.. He didn't even sang well on thursday.. Like what angela says.. Maybe Singaporeans are really blind.. But what do must wanna show by making Wei Lian the winner? Just to show that Singapore is a sympathetic society? Well i beg to differ.. Face the fact.. Singaporeans are not sympathetic at all.. Most are cruel in order to survive.. Most are selfish.. And definitely reckless if they want to achieve their goals.. Drop this subject.. Cause I am gonna write a essay soon.. Lolx............................................

What i just wanna say is that.. KELLY SHOULD WIN! Haha.. At least i find that she has the guts to challenge.. Guess you guys didn't realise.. In the last round where they can choose their songs.. Kelly could have chosen her favourite pop songs to light the house up.. That is what she is good at.. But instead.. She chosen a love song just to show everyone that if Wei Lian can do it.. So can she.. Imagine Wei Lian trying to show the world that he can dance and sing a pop song? Wouldn't it be horrible? But well.. The competition is well over and i shall spare the talk already.........Till another time!

3:00 PM